June302009
Imagine..hearing your heart beat in the distance, everything around you slowing down, and the woman you love in your arms, getting closer. till everything stops as you lay your lips on her forehead. time stops just so you can have your forever. I’ll always wanted to stop time. To wish everything was perfect and just make everything stop. for our love to last forever. But thats too silly STUPID of me to think that way. Because icant live in the past anymore, ican only look up at the sky and smile. Smile for the happy memories that we’ve enjoyed together, &how we’ve made it this far. How the past has made me into who i am today. &ishould be happy for that i’ve experienced love. Some people can spend their whole life searching, &never get the luxury to experience what love really is. but thats another story. For today, ijust cant stop wondering what could’ve of happened if icould stopped time, or even turn back the hands of time..

Imagine..hearing your heart beat in the distance, everything around you slowing down, and the woman you love in your arms, getting closer. till everything stops as you lay your lips on her forehead. time stops just so you can have your forever.

I’ll always wanted to stop time. To wish everything was perfect and just make everything stop. for our love to last forever. But thats too silly STUPID of me to think that way. Because icant live in the past anymore, ican only look up at the sky and smile. Smile for the happy memories that we’ve enjoyed together, &how we’ve made it this far. How the past has made me into who i am today. &ishould be happy for that i’ve experienced love. Some people can spend their whole life searching, &never get the luxury to experience what love really is. but thats another story.

For today, ijust cant stop wondering what could’ve of happened if icould stopped time, or even turn back the hands of time..
3AM
so she said, “no one will ever take me away from you.” ibelieved that, cause i’ve put my trust in her. loved her with all my heart, and gave her everything a guy could give. until now i’ve realised i’ve given my ultimate sacrifice. &to love her i must show her that im willing to let her go to find her true happiness. to see her smile, and smile from her heart. but now that i’ve opened my eyes, im bound to see that, icant keep doing this to myself. im too selfish to let every woman ilove walkout on me, be thrown aside for someone else. I’ve decided. I’ve decided that i’m not going to sit here &let the past haunt me. ineed to wake up, look at the world differently, not just inblack&white, &definitely not think about how she lit up my life with colors. im done caring for someone who doesn’t care for me. im not going to be thrown out again because she fell for another guy. I’m ready. im ready to be that guy for you. to take you around the world, to take your breath away. i’ve always kept my promises, and my promise to you is..ill always be there for you. ill never stop loving you, &no one is ever going to take me away from you. Take me away, take me far far away from here, &show me how to love again.I just want to feel again. What its like to be inlove..&because of you, im gonna have my faith inlove again.

so she said, “no one will ever take me away from you.”

ibelieved that, cause i’ve put my trust in her. loved her with all my heart, and gave her everything a guy could give. until now i’ve realised i’ve given my ultimate sacrifice. &to love her i must show her that im willing to let her go to find her true happiness. to see her smile, and smile from her heart. but now that i’ve opened my eyes, im bound to see that, icant keep doing this to myself. im too selfish to let every woman ilove walkout on me, be thrown aside for someone else.

I’ve decided. I’ve decided that i’m not going to sit here &let the past haunt me. ineed to wake up, look at the world differently, not just inblack&white, &definitely not think about how she lit up my life with colors. im done caring for someone who doesn’t care for me. im not going to be thrown out again because she fell for another guy.

I’m ready. im ready to be that guy for you. to take you around the world, to take your breath away. i’ve always kept my promises, and my promise to you is..ill always be there for you. ill never stop loving you, &no one is ever going to take me away from you.

Take me away, take me far far away from here, &show me how to love again.
I just want to feel again. What its like to be inlove..
&because of you, im gonna have my faith inlove again.
June142009
Just let it rain.

Just let it rain.